My selfish needs have overruled and overpowered me to the break of manipulation. As to the point as when days and days go by and realization comes to me, that I find myself not with need but with the desire of want. I assure myself that I am human, with obscure thoughts I shake my head with distaste. Human? What kind of an excuse is this? I loath and pity humans with much malice, I do not consider myself one. This brings me to the point of my mission, my yearning to live, and my soul purpose; to create a vendetta with in my own family.
At the age of eight I graduated with high honors in school, the highest in twenty-three years. At the age of thirteen I was teaching kids much older than me. At the age of sixteen I massacred my whole clan, my parents last. For which I did so? To test my ability. I also have another reason, much darker than the pitch of the night. Never the less, I held heart. I left something to destroy me, to carry anger and pressure. I left my innocence. I shall wish to meet with my innocence one day in the future, the far future.
Once I deduce my ability, I meet my fate, cause my demise, and decimate any chance of forgiveness, or doubt that should cloud and torment my mind, I will look for my innocence, my heart, my life line, my love, my god, my brother. . .
- The Crew - Ap
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